MY STORY
So... this is how it all started. I was married for 20 years. Got married when I was very young. About 17 years into my marriage I booked a session to speak to a psychic my mom recommended. When I had the reading, I was looking for answers regarding my professional life. But during that session, the reader told me that my marriage would end -- and that I'd have someone else in my life. I walked out angry and said she was wrong ...bla....bla...bla. Three years later, my husband of 20 years walked out. The marriage wasn't good at that point anymore, but I never thought that he'd leave me -- EVER. I was devastated. I felt like the ground had disappeared. My mom called that reader, and asked if he'd be back -- and she said NO. I started going to a local gym, a month after my husband walked out, bumped into this person I had a crush ten years before. Of course I didn't act upon it --I was married at the time, I was always faithful, but there was something there that I never really forgot. We got talking and in no time we were dating....pretty steady and committed. I felt better -- the relationship helped me heal -- It helped me get over my marriage, but I never gave myself fully to the relationship. He unfortunately, doesn't have drive or ambition, and that to me, is a huge red flag. Looking back, the primary reason, my marriage ended was because my ex-husband was not a contributor to our finances. Basically I was the primary breadwinner and I felt the weight of that and because of it -- resentment. And I lost respect for him as a man. And he felt it. So I was scared to repeat that pattern. So I booked another reading with this reader, and she said, point blank. It won't last. She described him perfectly, Lacked ambition, bla...bla...bla...and he's important for your healing, but this is not it. Fast forward 2 years, we broke up. But at that point, I had met my POI that got me addicted to talking to psychics. I fell head over heels for him. But it was not reciprocated. There was tangible physical attraction between us -- but he told me straight up he was not looking for a relationship. So I ended it. This happened November 2019. This casual --non-relationship was harder to deal with than my divorce. I really felt the air being sucked out of me. I tried everything to forget him.... everything... but it's been really hard and we had a work project together and there was a constant stream of emails and texts because of it that made it even harder for me to forget him. But he respected me when I asked him not to contact me anymore on a personal level. Came the holiday break and in January 2020 his father passed away and he took a hiatus from work...and I didn't get any contact from him at all. I was adamant that I had to forget him, I called obsessively every reader on Keen and they all said he was not the one, and the right guy would arrive in my life in the first quarter of 2020. Some gave more details -- some not so much -- but that time-frame was the consensus. February 15th, he reappeared in my life. And we started communication again on a personal level. So I started contacting all the psychics again and asking....Can it be him? Most of them said yes this time around. At this point I hadn't discovered the THE PSYCHIC REVIEW forum yet, so I was going back to the Keen advisors. So here I am ... still in love -- have spent thousands of dollars and I still don't have an answer. I know what you're asking....why don't you go back to the original reader that predicted your separation.....? Well, over the past year or so, she has become very close to me. We talk everyday. For about a year all she could see was POTENCIAL... not a definite yes or no. Everytime she looked... she only got a big MAYBE. Until last week JUNE 9th. She got a definite yes this time. She said, It will be hard, it will be frustrating, but it's a YES this time. But now I don't know if it's muddled by what she wants for me.... So I created this site to put all the transcripts of my reading -- This way I have control over it -- and I'll update it as my life unfolds. I'm doing this to help others but also to help myself distill everything that is going on in my life. So I will refer to POI as Oliver Mike Knight (that is not his name) On June 12th -- I sent him a loaded text -- saying pretty much shape up or leave it alone....and I haven't heard back from him. Maybe this is the end...... And I'll let you know what reader was right and what reader was wrong. I'm still not sure how I'm going to organize this website.... but I'm going to try to have an individual page for each reader and I'll add in BOLD what happened in real life. I truly hope this helps. All of us searching for answers. : ) |